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Monday, June 14th, 2004
12:37 pm
3 questions (again)
omg plz ask me 3 questions!!!!! it wont be that hard

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions; no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, go to your journal and copy and paste this, allowing your friends to ask you anything.
Sunday, June 13th, 2004
8:05 pm
my issues
im not goin to use any names for fear of hurtin peeps feelings.

1. wat is wrong!!! y cant peeps get their own friends. i mean me and aaaa were like tight like forever and then xxxx meets her once and gets all fuckin oh oh bbf!!! laaalaaalaa and uses me for her!!! calls me and ask if aaaa's there! well its my house... dont call me to see if she's there. then aaaa is with me like a whole weekend. and xxxx calls me everyday and she is over that whole weekend. then aaaa leaves and she doesnt EVER call me. and if she talks to me its... "blablabla aaaa this and aaaa that." and she lies a ton and thinks shes sooo kool. wen she is liein bout herself. she is a fake her. but does xxxx see that??? NO oh no. and now.. xxxx and aaaa talk more then me and aaaa!!! omg i could kill xxxx!

new peeps new problem
2. i cant get into too much detail cuz then peeps no watim talkin bout. "Lula" tells me one thing to do. and wen i do it she's like yeah!!! but then she uses wat i did and does somethin. and i kno i told her i would do that, doesnt mean i dotn wanna see something get mad.
- ok that made no cents.

i hate xxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, June 11th, 2004
10:15 pm
guy lookin
hey sterphie did such a good job at the dance!! go job!!!! i stepped on a needle on my floor and it was like all the way in my foot!!!!! OUCH!!! i hurt! lol ummmm i wanna moved on... but i have no one to move on too! damn... i needa find a hunka-burnin-love for me!!! (or just a hott sexy talkin dude!) lol well thats it for the time being.... if u read this and ur a hunka-burnin-love or a hott sexy talkin dude plzzz comment on this and let me move on to u and be urs all night long!!! lol lol
9:41 am
Rated PG13 (dont read it if ur under 13)
hey guys,
im kinda pissed at the moment...
my mom has me going to... "family theorpy"
it sucks dick!
and apparently everyone knwos me as "girl with fucked up sister" well lol i dont think they say those words exactly but... they mean that. i got my phiscal this morning. i got a shot and my doctor thinks im fucked up cuz my sister is. god damn them!
sooooo yeah i get As and im in ACC classes and i got friends and i do all this good stuff... but yeah im still fucked up. they think " oh tay cant handle her ""home life"" " well i got something for them. if i cant handle it..how come i can do all that good stuff? wat has this world come to??? wen ppl become gayrods and stop using commen sence. this is y im gettin mad...not cuz of my sis..noooooo but cuz everyone thinks i cant handle my own god damn sister!!!! alas my god! everyone has issues. i have issue but i dont need no "high pitch walkin barbie to tell me how to fix them"

-"girl with fucked up sister"
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
9:52 pm
love
love is awesome wen in it.. annoying wen u cant get it..and painful if it ends
love is everyones greatest weekness. it can make peeps do crazy things but its the greatest times of ur life. and is the thing that makes u cry. without love no one can live nor die.

if u love someone comment their name to this. u dont need ur name. just the one u love. if u cant right their name just leave it blank, or put ****s or w/e. this is the place u can tell the world (or me) how much u care for someone.
and yes i will put my love on a comment.
3:48 pm
hahahahah i jacked this from u pinky!!!
♥ Tay and I are ___.
♥ tay is ___.
♥ When I think of Tay I think of ___.
♥ If Tay were a color she would be ____.
♥ If Tay was a animal she would be a ______.
♥ If Tay was a candy she would be ___.
♥ If I could be with Tay right now I would be _____.
♥ I hate it when Tay ___.
♥ i love Tay wen she _____.
♥ Tay would be a perfect match with _____.
♥ If you could tell Tay one last thing what would it be?

fill it out and be nice.. remember i know where u live.......
3:35 pm
long story
im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on! its a long story..... well here i go............

my bf was brandon. we were going out. i really liked him right? but once we were going out we talked les and less. he was becoming thie dude, matt. he didnt talk to me, he was just there. wen i was on the fone with him, it was like i was talking to my self... no fun. i didnt mention it to him for a week thinking that he would change or it would get better. i was wrong. so i mentioned it to brandon on line. he asked me if i still liked him and said if i wanted to break up just do it and he would get over me and stuff. i still liked him, i didnt wanna break up. he had to go and he called my friends cell at 11 30. so he still sits there and doesnt talk. so i kinda just talk to my friend and my self. again i tell him that he gotta not be like matt. he didnt think he was like matt and i give him an example. at first he is saying he didnt do any of that. and then i just changed his mind!!!! omg it was like dont change ur thoughts just cuz i disagree and i get soo mad that i tell him its over and hang up. it felt really good to do that. he calls back and talks to my friend for awhile but how he is sry and wants a second chance. they hang up soon and we go to bed. the next day i see him at skool wen we came to pick up bart's bro and sis. thats wen i felt really bad and really liked him. i pretended i didnt but i did. i couldnt stop thinking bout him and if he moved on or still would want to get back together. i talk to my friend. britt who was over at his house and she tells me he still likes me and stuff. i told her bout how i think i like him but how he didnt talk. and after talking to her i knew that i needed to move on. and that i didnt want to get back together. i realised that i didnt want him and i didnt like him any more. and that is why...... im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!im moving on! me and bartooo r moving on.... bart's moving on from matt and im moving on from brandon!!!!!! im moving on!im moving on!im moving on!vim moving on! im moving on!im moving on!vim moving on!im moving on! that was kinda long but i told u pinky it was a long story.


i love u guys!!!! --- tay!
11:57 am
I need to know
i need to know why this happened>>>>

wen u stop liking someone,
y dont u move on?
u still hang there,
wondering wat went wrong.
he made a mistake,
but how come he wasnt forgiven?
if u can still hang there and wonder,
maybe it wasnt him
maybe it was u
who fucked the whole thing up
all i kno now is
i cant go bac
im forced
to
move
on

y is life like that???
11:39 am
wat would u do?
(WHAT WOULD YOU DO iF)
__i cried --
__i asked you to help --
__i was becoming suicidal --
__i killed myself --
__i died from natural causes --
__i said i liked you --
__i kissed you --
__i started smoking --
__i stole something --
__i was hospitalized --
__i ran away from home --
__i got in a fight and you were there --
(WOULD YOU)
__be my friend --
__tell me the truth no matter what --
__lie to make me feel better --
__spread rumors about me --
__keep a secret if i told you one --
__loan me some cash --
__hold my hand --
__take a bullet for me --
__keep in touch --
__try and solve my problems --
__love me --
__kiss me --
11:32 am
this is bout u!
hey dude!!! u told u theres a place in here bout u. Alex is my buddy and he is koolieo. i love frank. twitch twitch... i want to whip.......

ill write again later... laters!
Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
9:54 pm
my sexy "swimwear"
hey dudes!
my swimsuit is kickass!!! its black and pink! and very cute! and omg i am tan!! not a white-ass ghost!!! well my ass is still white ass but my legs and my arms and my face isnt!!!
love yalls, tay
12:25 pm
3 questions
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions; no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, go to your journal and copy and paste this, allowing your friends to ask you anything.
12:20 pm
hey! this is my koolieo "live journal"!!! umm yeah im suppose to write stuff here! so i am! i guess if u like to stalk me this is a good place for u!!!lol im a dork. well today is tuesday. its like really hot here. like 90 degrees!! and my air conditioner doesnt work. its gonna get fixed today! (hopefully, its getinn hot in here.... so take off all ur clothes!) then im gonna go swim suit shopping!! YEAH GO SUMMER!! then ill be at da pool chilli w/ my friends! yeah itll be fun... my mom is an ass..( i hope she isnt reading this) im nto a f888in retard!!!! im outie! tata love some of u guys! lol bye

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